I haven't always been so bold and brave

I haven't always been so bold and brave.

As I sit here, reflecting on part of my journey, I realize that this deeper courage was born from a series of life-altering moments. Moments that carried the weight of what could have been... and the pain of what might never be. 

When I first stepped onto the path of becoming a psychic medium, the experiences that came with it felt eerily familiar.

They were echoes of a knowing that I had carried with me for a lifetime, yet I hadn't realized that my soul yearned to be a psychic medium. 

This realization came at a pivotal time in my life, right after my mom passed from ovarian cancer, then a preventative surgery from holding the BRCA1 gene, removing my ovaries and fallopian tubes.

The physical change was profound, but the emotional and spiritual transformation was even more significant. 

It's an odd thing to confess to someone you haven't seen in a while when they casually ask about your business or what you've been up to. I can almost see their faces in slow motion, trying to mask their reactions to my response.

Yet, amidst all the awkwardness, I felt bold. 

It was as if I was shattering an invisible, ever-frozen sheet of ice that had been shielding me from clear sight all along.

And there I stood, even braver than before. 

The courage deepened even further after I preventatively had surgery to remove my breasts, having a nearly 90 percent chance of having a highly aggressive breast cancer at a young age.

It was a decision that came with its own set of challenges, but it also brought with it an unexpected gift - a renewed sense of purpose and a deeper connection to my spiritual journey.

I remember the very moment when I realized something had to change.

It was when I felt that being in this existence, this light from Spirit, felt like coming home, while everything else felt like a drawn-out string of sorrow.

Right then and there. In that breath of a moment, nothing was ever the same.

Everything that once felt familiar, yet continually heavy, became a source of pain I could no longer bear. That's when I knew I, myself, had to change… everything.

Because in that fleeting moment, everything shifted, and has never been the same again.

Today, I sit here with a sense of knowing like never before. And yet, in the midst of all this knowing, I realize I know nothing. Absolutely nothing. And that's just the way I like it. It's in this space of not knowing where the magic happens, where the soul finds its true purpose. 

So, here I am, standing in my truth, embracing the unknown, and ready to guide others on their journey. Because in the end, it's not about the destination, but the journey itself.

And what a beautiful journey it is.